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[moderndayghost]

It's all my fault I don't know why he's blaming himself.

...I suppose it should worry me how much I like being this sore.

It's been a pretty productive week. I am photographing things besides people again!

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Re: Private to Zorc and Ryou

[moderndayghost.livejournal.com]

[Ryou would screen the comment in question after this]

Do people from your work read my LJ...?

No addict admits to it. That's how it starts. And a month ago, it mattered a lot to you. You were disgusted with Malik, and Marik.

Re: Private to Zorc and Ryou

[knowyourgame.livejournal.com]

You never know. If not them, tabloids, which would get back to work.

I've done E a grand total of two times, Ryou, and they were weeks apart. It takes more than that to be considered an addict.

I'm still disgusted with them. I don't need it like they do.

Re: Private to Zorc and Ryou

[moderndayghost.livejournal.com]

I fixed it...

It starts somewhere. What if E isn't enough for whatever you're doing with it after a while?

Malik doesn't need it. And enabling Marik doesn't really help him to stop needing it.

Re: Private to Zorc and Ryou

[knowyourgame.livejournal.com]

Good.

I'm not going to do more. It's just to make me actually enjoy the sex for a change.

Are you sure about that? He's a total bitch when he hasn't had it. I'm not enabling. Fuck, I mean, I got Marik to stay sober the whole time.

Re: Private to Zorc and Ryou

[moderndayghost.livejournal.com]

And what if E doesn't work anymore, or he says he has something that'll work better?

You're never around Malik. That's not fair.

...How'd you keep him sober?

Re: Private to Zorc and Ryou

[knowyourgame.livejournal.com]

I don't know.

I am when I'm at their apartment or picking Malik up.

Mm, very good sex.

Re: Private to Zorc and Ryou

[moderndayghost.livejournal.com]

And how do you know when he's being rude because of drugs? He's always pretty...blunt.

...Except I know you don't like sex. ._.

Re: Private to Zorc and Ryou

[knowyourgame.livejournal.com]

That's not exactly a charming quality, is it?

It's certainly better when I'm on certain things.

Re: Private to Zorc and Ryou

[moderndayghost.livejournal.com]

He's more charming than Marik....

Yes, that doesn't sound like what addicts say at all.

[Defensive!Ryou :3]

Re: Private to Zorc and Ryou

[knowyourgame.livejournal.com]

I'm sure he is.

... you don't get addicted to someone just by doing it twice.

[Get on AIM before I cut you.]

Re: Private to Zorc and Ryou

[moderndayghost.livejournal.com]

You can. Ask Marik how long it took him to get hooked on the things he does.

Re: Private to Zorc and Ryou

[knowyourgame.livejournal.com]

Well, I'm not. I'm not exactly itching to do it again.